A Haunting in Connecticut II…

Why does this shit take place in Georgia?

In any case, almost didn’t post 2 days in a row. Thank goodness I remembered. I know how hurt y’all’d be if I had.

Been trying to figure out budgeting for next year and I’m reminded just how much I despise it. For me at least, it isn’t so much about the numbers as much as it is thinking about the future. I still struggle thinking about it. I get discouraged and then want to just quit life. It’s so easy to slip into thoughts of suicide when I think about the future that it feels better to just avoid it.

I don’t want to do that though. I want to actually want to live. I want to think about still being alive and not fill with despair.

I’m tired and a little high, but I want to return to the budget next post. I’m thinking that perhaps I may have to try and shoot for half the debt. All of it, while a wonderful dream, may be a bit out of the realms of reality.

Dicks for listening.